Tomorrow!

my mom took me to get my hair cut yesterday afternoon. i'm still getting used to the bangs. i haven't had bangs since i was about 7-8 years old. the length is okay. i'm okay with that. it's just the bangs. not sure how i feel about them... i got a lot of compliments at church today. a few people had to do double-takes, because they didn't recognize me. my pastor's wife walked by me once, then came back a second time, and came BACK and was like, "oh my gosh! your hair looks great! i love it" she said the bangs soften my face.

ANYWAY, it's kind of surreal that i'm leaving tomorrow... i talked to barb (my pastor's wife) tonight and she told me i was going to be fine. instead of my usual, "i hope so," i actually said something different, without even thinking. i said, "i know." she was like, "see? you're already making changes!" and i guess barb is right. my outlook IS different. i feel more... hopeful? i'm not sure what it is, exactly.

but i'm packed, except for a certain pair of jeans and my dressy black socks (they're in the dryer), and my meds, deodorant, contact lens case, and brush, all of which i'll need in the morning. i need to go to bed, thanks to daylight savings time and the hour of sleep i'll lose tonight.

i'd really appreciate everyone's prayers this coming week!